Let’s be absolutely real, the last few days have been rough. There’s been a lot of ‘Let’s see how real you are about this.’ energy mixed with how much do you VALUE what you asked for? Do you even know what the value is of what you asked for?

I’ve been all over the place when it comes to emotions. My lessons have looked like instant gratification habits rearing their head, and life lifing which causes me to question myself, my magic, my business. Having to constantly transmute and talk myself through it has been an interesting time. I see where my triggers are and how they start. I knew this was all coming. I knew it when I said keep your nose to the grinder during this mercury retrograde, no matter what. That included my thought process. But fucking still….. the overwhelming feeling isn’t a fun vibe while it’s present. Part of keeping your nose to the grinder, while honoring our inner emotional heathens, speaking our emotions while understanding that those emotions come from old patterns isn’t the worst thing one could do for their own emotional peace.

This shit fucking blows, and not in the fun way. Blow pops…get your mind out of the gutter, children are present xD However, I get it comes from the fear of not having what I need, and not being able to take care of the needs of others. I know I’m changing that, and I’m trusting money energy to show up when I need it, as long as I give it a stable and nurturing environment to live in. I know that eventually, I will be in the space to be able to do all of that, and then some more, and I fucking love that for me. What’s even crazier about all of this? There’s a part of me that has security in me. I know we’ll be fine. The juxtaposition is wild here, and the work itself that I do is awesome, I don’t have to work hard at it, I love what I do. Talking astrology will never get old. Trust the process and don’t be afraid of astrology, just sit with it. There’s a lot of pressure in July for me. A lot of eyes looking up…or sometimes down, at me for things that they need from me. Some of the prettiest stones come from enormous amounts of pressure. I can dig it.

Where’s YOUR noodle (emotional brain) at? What is happening for you right now? For me? Two kiddos birthdays, one of those a 16th birthday, keeping the bills paid, while trying to keep the bank account OUT of the red to get those bills paid, clothes for school and school supplies, and now the puppy (Shelby for those who have seen her) has issues that require a vet. (We think she’s got a boil that needs lanced, nothing too serious) The end of July is gonna be one hell of a celebration when I get all of this done! I was gonna type if, but…I know I’m gonna be okay. You will be too. Give yourself some breathing room in the comments! This was a cathartic release for me, I hope this section of the blog is hope for you, or at least gives you the sense of not being alone.

Now let’s talk July 4th astrology.

Donald Trump and his cupcake brethren are definitely living in this Mars conjunct Uranus energy in Gemini right now, that’s for sure. ESPECIALLY with this Supreme Court decision and the Midterms coming up.

The wild and the reckless have risen…

The house speaker Mike Johnson being DEFINITELY the poster boy for things you SHOULDN’T say during this transit. Way to tell us your party is scared of losing without saying it bud.

Stephen Miller and JD Vance are saying the truth we’ve all known with their opinion on pregnant mothers being able to come to the United States.

Mercury Retrograde in Cancer and Mars with Uranus in Gemini have teamed up, and honestly, the entertainment of it all is fucking great. My eyes are on Iran and Israel this weekend. Talks have been doing south, and I don’t expect this transit to help, at all. Also, China’s new Ethnic Unity law for dissent against the Chinese government, even for those OUTSIDE the country of China going into effect next Wednesday is wild. (Sources are nice)

I definitely expect some wild shit to be said, and for some serious secrets to come out. Let me know what you think in the comments below, and I can’t wait to see what you thiiinnnkkk!!!!!